Yesterday was all sleeping and recovering from the week’s treatments. Today should be much the same. It is true that the treatments become more difficult but I keep thinking only 4 more times. And I really do not know what is going to happen after that. The future is a place I do not venture to and try to live my life one day at a time. I am sure I will find out what is in store as we get closer.
Rea and Shuie are coming for Shabbat and I find their company delightful. Rea is so enjoying her pregnancy and it is a pleasure to see how excited she becomes as “Ricky Martin” moves around. We are all so looking forward to snuggling this little guy.
Joshua should be on the East coast next week. Aaron and Steph are ironing our their last minute wedding plans, and Shira is working on recovering from Mono. They all call in at least once daily and it is so wonderful to keep in touch with them.
Today is the last day of school. I feel so out of the loop. I am so hoping I will return to school in September but I am not getting my hopes up. I really miss being with the children and the routine of working life. I told Jan this morning I was always complaining I didn’t have the time to do anything I needed to do when I worked. Now I have the time and I still cannot get the things done I’d like. Accept, Accept, Accept.
Going back to bed and taking it easy again today. Meditation will help.