The baby took his parents home last night, Shira is sleeping, and Jan is off to synagogue. So for a few minutes it’s pretty quiet around here.
I have been thinking about the next few weeks and trying very hard to stay in the moment. This is a tough time. It reminds me of the time when I was told I had cancer until the treatment plan was in place. So much goes through your mind, So many questions, so few answers. I know that the doctors have seen the scans and are making a plan. That will be revealed the first week if September. I am actually ready now to trudge on.
The fatigue is still there but a little less each day, and the nausea is bearable. So the chemo is also leaving the system. Tomorrow I will do bloodwork to see how everything is going and continue to live my life as it comes.
I have the time this morning, to say prayers for many people I know who are suffering but also for those who are struggling day to day just to keep things going. Times are tough but I know my higher power has a plan for each of us. I need to spend time reminding myself of just that.
I wish you a sunny day with great serenity. And a reminder to watch for those little miracles.