I have been up all night.  The meds only knock me out for an hour and I walk the floors because I cannot get comfortable.  My mind is going crazy and I cannot stop crying.  I will admit, for the first time since I have been diagnosed, I am really scared.  I don’t know if I have the stamina for more treatments and I am worn down dealing with the pain. I wish I could share some positive thoughts today but the only sunshine I am seeeing right now is outside my window, Thank goodness for that at least.

The plan for today is to unpack from  our jaunt to the cape, read and get a little sunshine on my face.

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